Thursday, August 17, 2017

A Dancer in the Infinite - Chapter 18


Chapter 18

Wallace Patel 




The thing to know was what he belonged to, how many powers of darkness claimed him for their own. - Joseph Conrad





Wallace Patel paced in his hotel room and waited for the buzzing to start.  He understood what had happened to him quite fully, at least intellectually, but it did not concern him.  He was part of something now, something far bigger and more important than anything he had ever done as an individual.  He silently scoffed at that word:  Individual.  As if people weren’t simply colonies of cells.  As if they weren’t part of their societal organisms and collectives.  No, the very concept of the individual was nonsense; a defect in the consciousness that manifested as ego, a deranged and virulent psychological concept that prevented a greater understanding of life and purpose.  But, he was beyond even such primitive forms of collectives that humanity spurned and struggled against and for, wasting time and resources that could better be utilized.  He was with Them now.  And he was glad for it.  Humanity had its chance, but did not take it, but now in a symbiotic relationship with Them … there would be a second chance at living meaningful lives.

He did not have to wait long until he heard the buzzing inside his head.  He stood still to concentrate on the message he was receiving.  Few had this honor afforded by Them, direct contact.  The buzzing grew louder and louder to Wallace, but no one else could hear it, even had they been in the room with him.  This was how They communicated with him.  He was one of the chosen one’s, allowed to retain his mental capacity, to be aware of their presence inside him.  For a second the racket in his head became nearly unbearable, but Wallace felt this as intense pleasure, almost orgasmic.  Strange colors, corresponding to none of the known visible spectrum flashed before his eyes as the searing pain that was the richest ecstasy for him smashed through the walls of his consciousness.

The message was received.  He knew what he had to do.  Allen had gotten the Brabant to the chateau.  That he had already suspected after he had lost him.  Their enemies had removed Them from the woman.  This he had likewise guessed.  Sooner or later she would leave the safe confines of Labastide Esparbairengue, and Wallace would be ready.  The vibration emitters that the enemy had placed around the tiny mountain village kept Them and Their agents out, but she would leave.  They had left one final command in Brabant’s mind before They were terminated, and it would seal her fate.  Wallace had his instructions.  Nothing was more important than killing Brabant.  Wallace was to sacrifice himself if necessary, in order to accomplish this.

If only They had had a strong enough hold on Brabant, and could have gotten the woman to kill herself in this universe as they had in so many others, such efforts would have been unnecessary.  They had come close, They assured him … but some part of her individuality had thwarted Them.  Another reason Wallace had come to hate this defect in his own species.  If people would only just listen to Them, it would be a paradise throughout the Multiverse.  It would still.  Killing Brabant was the key to everything.  Wallace would now not fail Them this time.

He knew exactly where Brabant would go.  They had seared the image of the ruined castles into her mind, fired the right amount of dopamine into her brain before the bastards cleared Them out.  He would go to Lastours and wait.  He walked across his hotel room, opened the drawer to the bed stand and removed his Glock.  He slid the weapon into his coat pocket and walked to the door.  Brabant would die.  They would be very pleased with him.


copyright 2017 Diana Hignutt

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